30.6.04

=~(

syfoc rehearsal 2day..didnt really start out well...meet ian @ tamp inter @ 0700h...but was kinda late..waiting for da bus damn long..went early as he needs to do some kit exchange...reach hq @ abt 0840h..?? slpt all da way on da bus..super slpy..sucky morning..

went to hq..found out tat da cadets are reporting at stadium str at 1300h..!! wth lor...nobody inform us lor..arghz..!! watever..as i;ve said..it wasnt a very nice day today..took da tonner to stadium..had some cock up here n there..we're really living up to da motto "wait to rush, rush to wait"..shall nt further talk abt it..was damn tu lan abt it..jus haf to spoil my day..after rehearsal...go back hq...dunno wat's wif today...like every nt enough...food nt enough la..tixs nt enough la..watever..dc says he gonna get us aka me n ian..da tics..im sure he will..really must tks him..help me lots..get rid of tat idiot who kept wanting to take over da contingent also..act clever onli...

after which..went to meet da gals..its lingli's bd..super tired n hungry..but went still..coz very long nv see them..so met up..eat..talk a bit..nw im home..sry peps..really nt in da mood to blog..mixed up feelings today.....

*last day in office..but im nt there...haiz....gonna miss mushroom counter...*

Posted by dotsux at 6/30/2004 11:28:00 pm

29.6.04

finally..its gonna be over soon...

ehz..sry for not blogging yest..haha..coz went out till quite late...when i came back sis using com..so bu hao yi si ask her to siam...=P

yest..[280604]
went back to work...was damn tired..woke up late..so took a cab there..sianz..spending so much on da 1st day of da wk...=/ bo bianz..gotta rush my report...onli left 2 days in da office...rush there..go office..sam bought us breaky again..tks sam..was rushing my report da whole day..rush rush rush...rush till forgetful me almost forgot tat im mtg koh they all...=P till shun reminded me..oh well..luckily i didnt plan any stuff after work..so went to meet them after work..hehe..kinda went off half an hr earlier than usual..coz me n shun was tinking of going to suntec to get da cream puff tat her gf is selling..hehe..its like $1 per puff..!!?? its like da bread papa tat type..but nt as nice la..but ok la..nt too bad..bought 10 to let da rest try..

went over to suntec to meet da rest after tat..hehe..guess wat..?? we took da wrong bus from suntec...but luckily we realise tat..got down da bus at da building so call between suntec n bugis..dunno wat's tat building call..met da rest..went to da fc n eat..saw 1 of my sec sch juniors there...after which we headed to k box..where we had our ktv session till abt 11plus..?? was enjoying alot..haha..u wont believe tis..han qi actually kissed wil on da mouth..haha..=P (they were playing ard...)haha..tats y i reach home at abt 12plus..shared a cab wif wil...

Today...[290604]
woke up on time today..!! haha...although i slept late last nite...hehe..=P sam called me early morning..asking me to meet at da mrt..so went out at abt 0702..?? hehe..was bit late..coz got jam..typical morning..since sch already started for those kids...saw my sec sch class mate while waiting for da bus..chatted all da way to da mrt station..was talking abt tis sec sch fren of mine whose baby full month is next next wk..surprising..??

met da rest at boon lay mrt..along wif chris..who led da way..since he's attach to murai camp..which is near TAB..reach there super early..we're da first to reach..at abt 0840h..?? n we're suppose to report at 0900h..?? oh well..better early than late..got some cock up..we ended up going in at abt 0945h...sianz...waited for so long lor..so went in..tour..go hanger..so exciting..cant say much..coz it CLASSIFIED...!! if i tell u..i'll haf to kill u...!! haha..no la..jus kidding..=P

after da tour at TAB..me shun & wil went to ps..coz we want to eat geleria..!! its tues..!! waffle half price..!! the others suppose to go wif us..but they didnt..!! haiz..nvm...went to look for shun's gf after tat..coz he want to buy cream puff..haha..than we ended up buying 10 back to da office to treat them eat..its kinda my last day..(suppose to be tmr..but i got syfoc rehearsal..) gonna miss my office..dunno y..but jus feels tat tis time..they're more friendlier..hope we're able to do their proj..so can go back again...=~(

Posted by dotsux at 6/29/2004 10:14:00 pm

27.6.04

ops....!

haha..jus realise i didnt blog yest..tink i was too tired after reppalling..didnt even touch my com..

abt yest...26th june...sat...reppalling trg...woke up at abt 0945h..?? lucky yati call me..if not i still slpin..suppose to meet her 1030h @ bedok mrt last cabin...hehe..was abt 10mins late..?? =P quite some interesting tings happened...first i was waiting for da train tat yati was on...(she msg me say she comeing liaoz..) but i saw farhan in da train..tinking tat he is wif yati i ask him where she was..than realise they werent together..instead yati was sitting down wif fate..haha..so he was kinda blur when i ask him where yati was..he was going like "huh..?? yati..??"..2nd incident...also on da train..there's an empty sit beside da person sitting beside yati..than farhan ask me whether i wan sit or not..but i say dun wan..coz later i cant talk to them..so he was going like..."ask da gal to shift la...go to her..say u..go over..."haha..than i tink da gal heard it..and she shifted over...haha..so funny lor..after which at bugis..da gal alighted..b4 she alight..she went over to yati to say hi..than yati realise tat she's her ncc senior..haha..omg..!!

went to jp for brunch at mac..than took a bus over to plc..was abt 10mins late..hehe..sry encik..than carried on wif da reppalling trg..helped to set up da lanes..despatch..hehe..coz we last time got learn reppalling..so me yati n farhan went over earlier to help out..so we're kinda like instructors..but we're also new to heli reppalling..but we kinda get it on hands faster..since we're like kinda "old bird"...=P hmz..tink i did not bad..as least better than da first time i try tat..haha..

nuting much after tat..went over to safti to see da rest of da ncc day parade rehearsal..follow da goh back to hq..from there went to tamp for dinner wif da rest..talk cock for a while..haha..some air ppl was also there..shamir was one of them..found out someting kinda surprising out of him..shall nt talk abt it..not abt u my darling yati..=P abt 10plus..went home..bath..watch my vcr...slp..

today..went to help out in ndp..arghz..those cadets are really attitude sia...much worst than da last batch of ndp..da previous batch are ok..quite cute at times..haha..kinda miss last yr's ndp ncc contingent..oh well..tis yr some not so bad..but jus tat onli one...arghz..shall nt talk abt him...next ndp rehearsal next sun..day after syfoc..haha..no more wkend for me again till aug...thousands apologises to attitidez...cant go out often wif u peps again..but i'll definatly try to slot in some time to go out wif u gals n guys k k..?? take care..ciaoz..

p/s: airbase visit on tues..!! yeah..!!

Posted by dotsux at 6/27/2004 10:18:00 pm

25.6.04

sry if ive hurt u...

work as usual..seemst at weather has worsen over da few days..dunno y but jus kinda feel tat da air outside is not fit for breathing..haha..coz its like so dusty..??

was trying to finish my report da whole day..but as u see..its wkend..haha..kinda half in holiday mood liaoz..feeling slpy da whole day..dunno whether is it coz of yest or jus not in working mood..koh came back today...to do his clearance for ord...haha..he treated us to lunch...(actually is we call ask him treat one...)..lousy chicken rice..not very nice..but ok la..still edible..so office went back to usual..haha..wif us noisy here n there..=P ops..sry sirs...

oh well..ended up wif a big tin of lollipops today..i really mean a lot..haiz..didnt really wanna take..but..tks to tat person who gave it to me..and sry..shall not discuss any further on da matter liaoz..case close...i hope..

went for a jog after i came home..hmz..hope im able to wake up early to jog tmr..hoping to jog once everyday..tmr got someting on till evening..so gotta jog in da morning..going to plc tmr..reppalling tower..heard tat tmr most prob full strength..we shall see than..cant wait..!! hehe...ciaoz..

p/s: sry yati..didnt reply ya msg...coz i left my fone in da rm..was playing game in da living rm..hehe..=P cya tmr..

Posted by dotsux at 6/25/2004 11:59:00 pm

24.6.04

very tired ahz....

syfoc trg 2day...haha..no nid go work...!! happy happy..woke up earlier than usual..or shall i say able to wake up on time..?? haha..dunno y..can onli wake up on time for ncc..went to tamp inter to take 969..since morning 72 got lots of peps one..darn..some tings happened when i wan to change bus...shall not talk abt it...

trg trg trg...not so bad 2day...quite smoothly i tink..jus tat some ppl kept saying i fat liaoz...sobx..=~( tink really need to cut down on food intake liaoz..really eating a lot recently...eat n eat n eat..like pig like tat..

shall nt blog long..coz eye lids is giving up..n im hafing a headache...gotta work still tmr..ciaoz..

p/s : cant wait for ncc day parade rehearsal on sat..coz got reppalling..!!

Posted by dotsux at 6/24/2004 11:21:00 pm

23.6.04

not again...!!??

decided to blog early today..coz dun feel like using com later at home..

its phoneless day today...coz i forgot to bring my phone out again...use to tink tat my phone is as impt as my life..but ever since i almost lost it once..it changed my mind..wanted to go back get my phone..but bit lazy..so decided to drop da idea..coz got tings to do in da office...

starting to get phobia to come to office..not becoz of da amount of work for sure...lucky tmr got syfoc rehearsal..get to take leave..phew..!! gotta rush my report liaoz..need to gif ssg ravi see b4 i leave here for gd (finish itp liaoz ma..)=P

tinking of going library later...nw everyday after work i dun feel like going home liaoz..jus wanna avoid tat few hrs at home..not tat i wanna avoid da prob..jus dun wanna show da face or fight again...dun wan get my eyes swollen...

arghz..i wan go sis hse tmr..! they going off to redang tmr nite..its going to be a lonely wkend i guess..especially on sun..since sat i got ncc day tingy..haiz..da jie..!! pls..i can acc ur turtle to guard ya hse..!! jus let me stay there.....=(

word for wp...: everybody has a past tat dun wan others to know..or not very gd..it doesnt matter as long as ure willing to change n tat ppl has already begin to accept u as a fren...dun tink so much..

p/s: i cant always reply ya msg...hp bills very ex lehz...

Posted by dotsux at 6/23/2004 01:27:00 pm

22.6.04

fresh new look = fresh new start..??

cut my hair..got my ears pierce back...(last time pierce one close)..went back to work..didnt go work yest..coz eyes swollen..due to some reasons...oh well...at last got some reason for me not to go work..n manage to do some of my stuff tat ive been wanting to do...went down to yishun..haha..=P away from my hse...tats where i wan to be..

went back to work 2day..tink i kinda gif ppl a surprise today.."wah..u cut hair ah..??" ah than..fei hua..my hair become short over da nite mehz..? lots of stuff to do..left 2 wks onli liaoz..gonna take leave for another 2 days also...(due to syfoc)..so gotta rush abit my stuff...dunno y ahz..tat fw1 guy keep asking me to do stuff for him..2day again as me help him compile some stuff...he also got attachment student wat..nvm..jus treat tat my working abilities is so gd tat he wans me to help him..haha..=P thick skin me..=P

nuting much happened...jus tat after work some idiots jus left without telling me...arghz...=/ met sis..go tamp..walk walk..ate fish & co..oily..not as gd as last time..work tmr..hope it finishes early..or rather hope time will speed up tmr..haha..=P

got a call from keith 2day..asking whether wan go ecp on fri..hmz..kinda nan de..kinda suspected someting..n as wat ive guessed...tat idiot got a gf..haha..some1 i know somemore..naughty boy..go bian xiao mei mei..ops...=P oh well..wish him happiness..dun end up like me..haha..as least he found some1 at da some place...

Posted by dotsux at 6/22/2004 09:47:00 pm

21.6.04

Would u go back as you promised...??

You have this friend since elementary and after college the both of you never talk to each other or call each other anymore. But she is someone really special to you, and you're someone very special to her too..

5 years later you receive a phone call from her...

"Hi Michelle, I'll visit you" she said
"Hi, Leah, when?" you asked her
"Just wait for me" she replied....

It seems weird but you prepared for her coming anyway. One
rainy night you heard a knock on the door.And you're surprised to see that
it's your friend,Leah. Losing touch for 5 yrs. is long so the both of you
talked about everything.The both of you even went to your room upstairs. Suddenly
there's a blackout So the 2 of you talked in candle light. Then the phone
rang....."I'll just get the phone downstairs" you said since there's no
phone upstairs. "No.... don't get it, we're in the middle of our girl talk"
she said "It might be important," you said "okay if you say so, but
promise me you'll be back.." she said. So you promised her a million times that
you'll be back

Then you ran downstairs to answer the phone..."Hello," you said
"Hi, is this Michelle?" the person in the other line asked
"yeah," you said wondering who is it "I called on behalf of Leah's family, they had a tragic accident and her parents are in the hospital right now..." he continued "and Leah?" you asked forgetting that Leah is upstairs. "She died.." he said, then he hanged up. You slowly put the phone down and looked at the long stairs...

WOULD YOU GO BACK? as you promised...

Posted by dotsux at 6/21/2004 10:36:00 pm

20.6.04

father's day...

its father's day..mum's nt free to join us for breaky..oh well..didnt expect much..sis bk a table at tis resturant at paramount hotel..(somewhere opp pp)..took a cab there..tink we're da 2nd customers..when we reach there..da door wasnt open..hehe..its they late lor...=P nt bad da food there..hmz..can go back again...had tim sum..hehe..my fav...=P~

went over to pp walk walk wif sisters..saw da aquarium sell wp was talking abt..so many fishes there..da jin long fish is really ex lor..!! 1 small fish can cost up to $500plus lor...-_-"" niways..tink sis called third uncle n told him abt da fish tingy..haha..he came down immediatly sia..walk till tink 1300h...me and er jie need to go off liaoz..she going to meet her frenz...n i mtg sherman..go don's shop..

arghz..stupid buses..n da stupid directions..1st..i mistrust my sis by taking 36 wif her..than realise tat it doesnt go beach rd at all..! so i alighted at esplande there..see see da bus tingy..than tot 961 got go..so waited for it..bus come i take..guess wat..!!?? its going da opp direction..! arghz..i ended up in queensway..!! wth lor..!! once bitten twice shy..i asked da uncle whether it goes to golden mile b4 i boarded 100..wat a bad trip..=/

was super late when i reach beach rd..sry sherman..!! settled da t-shirts tingy..chit chat awhile wif don..than left..went town meet sis..than home...(i 4got to bring keys...=P) wanted to watch tv..but seems like no luck 2nite..sis watching in da living rm..mum in her rm..watever..!! i shall gb than..ciaoz..

p/s : work tmr..sianz...cant wait for syfoc...

Posted by dotsux at 6/20/2004 09:33:00 pm

19.6.04

yeah..!! repalling..!!

haha...2day is THE DAY..!! sat..!! finally its here...woke up @ abt 0800h...got myself ready n went to meet yati @ abt 0900h @ bedok mrt da last cabin..but apparantly...she got there earlier than me..hehe..but tink bit onli rite..? =P went to boon lay for breaky at jp..than met farhan after tat to go plc..

met encik steven at da guard hse..along wif sgt danny..went over da repalling tower..after unloading da stores...i realise like hw come no gloves..?? haha..than realise tat they kinda forgot to take..so encik wanted to go borrow from spt..b4 we left..he tried to pass them da keys to da tower..(i was wif him in da car)..so he throw it to them..guess wat..?? da keys landed on da shelter's roof sia..!! haha..so funny lor..after we come back..they tried to retrieve it cowboy style la..monkey style la..all didnt work..in da end..encik went to get help from da workers nearby..one of them actually climbed up n got da keys down..!! hero of da day..!

after setting up da tower..(da rest of da eqiupment came wif da rest of da clts..)..kinda cock up today..got bit miscom here n there..so we onli manage to practise a bit onli..1st time tried heli repalling today..scary sia..!! when i first time try..i almost freaked out..but lucky b4 tat got try da wall one..but 2nd time tink bit get use so kinda enjoy it liaoz..cant wait till da next sat..when we try @ da safti...wosh..!

after repalling..went over to safti to check out da ncc day rehearsal..than went back to hq in lta joel car..sports car sia..haha..damn fast..hw i wish one day i can get a car like tat..my fav color somemore..yellow..!! wanted to check out da kids at spec coz..but they manage to finish early..when i reach there..they bk out..-_-"" wat to do...but lucky i go back..settled da t-shirts tingy..took a cab back home..

didnt haf enough money for cab..hehe..so i called yanting to come down pass me some..=P tks gal..went over to sengkang's grandma hse to visit her..wif sisters of coz..after tat went over to da jie's hse...let her settle her stuff..than all 3 of us came hm together..hehe..nan de lehz..=P

tmr going to eat father day breaky..hehe..ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/19/2004 11:29:00 pm

18.6.04

when old bird meets new bird...

work as usual..haha..kept falling aslp..or rather really feel like slping le..keep nodding infront of da com..went to dad's stall to get lunch 2day..hehe..coz need to take sometings from him also..weather was nt as terrible as yest..hehe..hot..but ok..not so bad..sam acc me go..hehe..coz he see me so ke lianz..go myself..=)

niways..he also asked me lots of usual stuff 2day..haha...=P quite contradicting..but as least tats da kind of advice i can gif me..like ive said..diff ppl..diff reaction..diff tinking..=) left work place abt 30mins earlier..hehe..coz i go take shun feng che at tamp..so cannot be late..

meet sherman under his blk..than went across da street to wait for mdm ho..tis boy ahz..damn funny lehz..when i met him..he was asking ard where is ave5..n guess wat..?? ave5 is jus across da street..haha..so funny lor..oh well..so we went to hq to attend 47th pop..it was ok..east spec coz 2 da cadets went to march for them as supporting con..parade was ok..but after tat i wasnt able to enjoy da ceremony..someting happened..had to do my job as a clt..oh well..though im in civi..=/ its ok..

meet lots of frenz at hq..haha..some my batch ppl...hmz..its always tis kind of occassions tat u get to see them..haha..=P went to eat after settled da stuff..wif da help of liting n badriah..=) tks..

went east office..laze ard bit..hehe..got somemore posters from dc..hehe..he so gd..always keep some for me de..=D sherman they all also ta bao some food for me also..hehe..forgot abt it..tats y i ended up in da canteen to eat da left over till he call me over..haha..=P~

suppose to meet wp..but kinda late le..if i go yishun meet him..confirm will miss da last bus at tamp..tats y i didnt meet u..sry if let u wait too long..told u nt confirm meet le wat..=/ left hq at abt 2200h i tink..went back wif sherman..coz seems tat every1 is staying in...(they involve in spec 2)..took a bus back to tamp inter n headed home..kinda tired liaoz..tmr still gotta wake up early to meet yati..better dun late..=P i mean me la..finally..da day has come..!! haha..ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/18/2004 11:29:00 pm

17.6.04

wat topic shld i put...??

same usual day...hot especially..went out to eunos inter for lunch..my gosh..jus 1 bus trip to inter can make us sweat like mad..non aircon bus somemore..!! arghz..wat is tis man..see la..cut somemore trees la..burn some more forest la..ozone layer got bigger hole liaoz la..more sun get onto earth la..haiz..end up we're da one who suffers...=(

went to meet sis after work..suppose to meet her go take her passport..but i was late..haha..=P when she msg me say she already collected her passport..im still at tink eunos..? =P took 51 there..save $$ ma..

ended up meeting her @ bugis for dnr..after which went walk ard for a while..see whether got my kakashi or nt..jus trying my luck..so dun haf..nvm than..its ok...=)

nuting much 2day..sis rushing to watch vcd le..ciaoz..

p/s: tmr going 47th pop..hmz..go there be extra..haha..=P niways..cant wait for sat...haha...=P

Posted by dotsux at 6/17/2004 09:07:00 pm

16.6.04

:: Love Vs MaDness ::

A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do.

One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed.

Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding.Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon...Treason hid in a pile of garbage...Fondness curled up between the clouds...and
Passion went to the centre of the earth....Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake... whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.And Madness continued to count: .... "seventy nine, eighty, eighty one..."

By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden - except Love. For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love. Madness: "...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven..."

Just when Madness got to one hundred.........Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid.
And Madness turned around and shouted: "I'm coming, I'm coming!" As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to be found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. Then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the centre of the earth. One by one, Madness found them all - except Love.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love. Envious of Love, Envy whispered to Madness: "You only need to find Love and Love is hiding in the rose bush." Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rosebush. Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop. Love appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands. Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes.

Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork. "What have I done! What have I done!" Madness shouted. "I have left you blind! How can I repair it?"

And Love answered: "You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide." And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

Posted by dotsux at 6/16/2004 02:53:00 pm

15.6.04

hot hot hot..still hot..!!

another start of a hot weather as usual...work as usual...nuting special..except lta liu bought us chips n coke..so nice..hehe..=P oh ya..n big boss was in 2day...n active..was chasing after those officers tat werent in office..so didnt dare to let our guard down..kept finding tings to do..haha..act onli us..

after work..went to meet da old itp gang..koh failed his tp 2day..sobz..oh well..1st time..better luck next time..spent quite sometime deciding wat to eat..than ended up in pizza hut..was quite full..nt tat bad after all..haha..=P afterwhich..we walk a bit..than went to carrefour to buy beer..than went over to fountain of wealth to talk rubbish..as planned..haha..as first wil didnt drink..he brought 7up tropical flavor..than shun pour some of his beer into his drink while me distract him..but soon he found out..coz da smell of da beer is too strongh..haha..he drink it anyway...(oh ya..4got to mention wil help us open da bottle cap wif his mouth..power...) hanqi joined us shortly..hehe..he didnt join us for dnr coz he had to work ot..poor him..

i left tink at abt 2130h..?? coz actually suppose to meet sisters them..coz today er jie's bd..tat da jie 2day than remind us say 2day going for dnr..end up i jus join them for shopping at carrefour..haha..

hp went dead at ard evening..but tks to shun..he lend me his hp..haha..=P manage to call my sis..tks lehz..work again tmr..hope it rains..cool tings down...

Posted by dotsux at 6/15/2004 11:59:00 pm

14.6.04

wat stupid weather is tis..!!??

arghz...its so hot n moist out there..!! arghz..got up in da morning sweating..set my aircon to timer..so i can get up when it gets too stuffy..=P its so freakin hot..!!

dear hida msg me tis morning when she left hse for PA...sobz..couldnt send her in..=~( wonder hw's she doing nw..kinda miss her liaoz..hasnt been able to go out wif her as often as last time..b4 she started her itp n stuff..haiz..feeling kinda lonely...still rem those times i go camps n ndp wif her..we'll joke ard..make fun of each other..others see liaoz...even tot tat we're really les...(hehe..coz tats wat we told them when they ask y we always together one...) wat to do..she has to go set her path for her future..i'll definatly here to support her...she's always there when i needed her company/advice etc...miss her so much...

had lunch @ old hse there 2day..suppose i go out n ta bao for wil n shun..than da rest going somewhere to eat..ended up every1 go there n eat..haha..had chicken rice n si chun cai tang..!! haha..went there for da soup...so nice..hot day..drink that..gd..cooling..than came tis 3 siao ting tong..went to order 2 bottles of beer..n started drinking..=/ hello..!!?? its broad day light..!! n u guys r going back to work..? haiz..couldnt bother them much too..

time pass pretty fast 2day..hehe..coz got stuff 2do..thought RW onli left cpt lim..=P got ting do gd..better than nuting..will make me fall aslp onli..=D

went to meet sis @ tamp..wanted to go buy back my kakashi..but dun haf liaoz..sobz..=~( nvm than..i wanted to use back my hp pouch..but dunno where i put liaoz..*darling yati..if ya reading..can u make me 1..?? =P tks.. waited for sis quite sometime..want walk ard..jus nice tamp got pasar malam..after she reach..we went eat dnr..actually is more like i see her eat..dunno wat to eat..been getting tis mouth full of oil feeling these feel days..(so yucky lor..=/ ) haiz..went to buy some stuff..than headed home..tmr sis bd..but she couldnt apply leave...coz her company moving place..bz packing..poor her..bo bianz..

tiring day as usual...cant wait for sat...coz got reppalling..!! =P ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/14/2004 09:53:00 pm

13.6.04

event of da day...

its hida's sis wedding 2day..!! haha..but guess wat..i didnt get to see da bride...=( hmz..guess we went there bit late..?? hehe...no la..its ok...my main purpose is to go there n see my dear hida..coz she's going PA tmr..sobz..tat gal actually going to be a policewoman...!!! cant believe it..tot she'll be da same as me..going to da army..haiz..but still i wish her all da best..

met yati n her mum n her sis @ da 7-11 near hida's place b4 we go over..its abt 1440h..n da weather is super hot..while walking over..tink din called her..say they're on da way..so we waited for a while for them to catch up wif us..din farhan n his gf came..so 6 of us went over..hida wore nice sarong..(i tink they got another name for it..but i dunno wat is it..=P) so does yati..so pretty..hehe..=D so we sat down..eat..talk cock for a while..they wanted to wait for zek..oh ya..after sometime..taufik came n join us..abt 1700h..zek finally arrived...(he told us he'll reach at 1640h..!!) i left after we took a grp pic..

finish my dnr...oh almost 4got to mention ps is back..! haha..its abt time..it was at my aunt's place..sis left it there for my cousin to play..lazy day 2day..kept falling aslp..=P oh well..maybe i shld rest early tonite...?? hmz..

oh ya..yest nite...arghz..i finished watching vcd..so i went to switch of da living rm lights..than while walking back to my rm..my leg scratch against da drawer tingy tat use to hold da dvd player...twice..!!! nw its swollen..oh well..if u guys dun understand wat im saying its ok..coz i dunno hw to say..haha..=P

p/s: gonna miss hida lotsa..haiz....=~(

Posted by dotsux at 6/13/2004 10:05:00 pm

12.6.04

FaMiLy BBq Day...

been watching fruit basket(an anime) these few days..yest even watch till fall aslp in da living rm till tis morning..haha..went back rm to slp @ abt 0645h..i tink..??

offically woke up @ 1245h..suppose to go for flag day 2day..but kinda last min got family at 3rd aunt's condo..so last mind back out..even mum can make it..so i dun see y cant i..=P

went to bedok inter for lunch wif sis..saw lotsa cadets holding da cans walking ard..wanted to donate..but since they nv come up to me..so..(*evil grin*)..bought gurang pisang for da sis..than waited for them to come pick us up..hot day sia..!! waited for quite sometime b4 they come..lucky we hide under da shade..

went to tamp for a while..coz bro-in-law getting da xbox for third uncle..so they went to challenger..i went to da distribution place at tamp to see whether any clts there..so went there saw liting sitting there..tink she also getting bored..from morning 0700h there already..da rest went to walk walk..talk cock a while that i went to look for sis them @ challenger..saw weijie cs n sp..

left tamp to go collect satay n otah..than went to da condo..do nuting for a while..than sis n i decided to go for a swim..after a while..da rest of da kids come liaoz..so more n more kids came to join in..haha..they all so cute..!! too bad..i dun haf da pics..if not sure upload let u all see..haha..proceeded on to da bbq..oh my..its like a seafood feast sia..got da prawn so big..!! crayfish n stuff..haha..old ppl bbq sure diff from us..=P (coz dun haf hotdogs n da usual stuff..) most of it are da ex food..

jus came back..tired sia..swam for abt 2hrs..coz need to take care of da kids...but fun..been sometime i nv go for family gathering liaoz..last time they got steamboat at grams i couldnt make it..=( cant wait for da next time..

p/s : dunno y..some1 kept giving me da feeling tat "da person" is holding grudges against me..dun really like it..arghz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/12/2004 11:26:00 pm

11.6.04

Luv is like a BUS...

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said,"eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." so again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus!

So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you? So people...want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit you just
press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experience before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love.

If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be.

Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what he or she means to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. Pass this along to your friends. It could make a difference. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever.

Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us. The only way to find LOVE isn't finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly. True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, it simply doesn't end.

Posted by dotsux at 6/11/2004 10:14:00 pm

10.6.04

::LOs Visit Day ::

its LOs visit day..!! tat means our liason officer aka our lecturers..came to visit us @ da office..theres 4 of them..coz there's 8 or us at PLAB..most of us have diff LO..mine is gks..there's also davidp bangtk wongck..nuting much..but as usual..davidp was making fun out of me..haha..=P he's da nicest lecturer i even met..nice chap..

nuting much 2day..feeling tired though..haha..cant blame anybody..coz i slpt late last nite watching fruit basket..haven finish..gotta rush abit..haha...sis wan watch full battle panic..nid to reture tat to bro-in-law soon..tink he kept bugging her abt it..so tat also nid to rush..haha..

ooh..did i mention tat i took a cab to work 2day..?? haha..coz its rather late liaoz..tink i kinda gave uncle a shock..coz he turn to take da shortcut via KPE..than i was like "uncle..ni yao qu na li..?? orh..dui hor...KPE..." in english it'll means uncle..where u going..?? orh..correct hor..KPE...haha...uncle didnt even say a ting..so it'll sound as if im talking to myself..haha...crazy gal..

went bedok inter after work..nuting much 2 do..tot of mtg sis..tot she wans go ntuc..but i ended up waiting for half an hr jus to go hm wif her..-_-:: nvm..so rush hm in time to catch yuan wei de xia tian..i really run lor..from bus stop all da way hm..=P

gotta go chiong vcd liaoz..ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/10/2004 11:01:00 pm

9.6.04

day as usual..but its diff..somehw..

sianz..2day office like most da ppl nt there..?? left onli like 4 of us in da office..nuting much to do..jus feel like slping..still i read thru da stuff tat im suppose to read..

raining damn heavily during lunch..wanted to go AFS n eat..but gave up tat idea..instead..we (me wil jialiang mr tan)..ran to mama's kitchen to eat..had nice hot curry chicken on a chilling day..wat a nice combi..after which went back to office..slack here n there..wanted to check some info on net..but wil using..tried to take a nap..but dunno y..cant slp..haha..=P time like so slow like tat..day seems long 2day..

surprisingly..shun came back to da office at ard 3plus..?? like finally..?? hasnt been seeing him in da office for days..(he went to attend a course ==> stand-in)..had a chat wif him on da way back..wat a nice weather..i kinda like walking in da rain..ppl may tink tat i crazy..but no matter hw heavy da rain..i'll still chose to walk..=P

home nw..nan de i get to blog so early..tink past few days been blogging quite late..haiz..im getting more n more lazy to get up in da morning n go for work..so sianz lor..hw i wish i can slp till noon..or at least let me go spec coz rite..? darn..hasnt been going camp for months..arghz..STUPID ITP..!!!

Posted by dotsux at 6/09/2004 06:36:00 pm

8.6.04

im sry for wat i did..but i cant help avoiding...

mix up feelings 2day...i knew i didnt do a gd job in tat matteri wish tat nite i had tell sam to say it directly..i tot it would be better if i didnt say str in hisface..but guess it didnt work out..

work in da morning as usual..was bit late..=P (woke up late) guess wat..?? bingo..!! they caught a rat..!! its a small one though..but its enough for me..haha..so er xin lor..=/ sometings happened...(parts of them are repeated from yest..) dun wish to talk abt..those who know..knows..

went meet sis n her frenz after work @ ps for movie..!! finally im watching one..missed 2 already..darn..!! went to watch harry potter..haha..nice show..jus nt gd enough i tink..?? tis one story line stronger..bt still tink da last 2 is somewat better..cant wait for da next one..haha..feeling more n more tired each n everyday..

Posted by dotsux at 6/08/2004 11:59:00 pm

7.6.04

arghz..!! y me..!!??

had some trouble @ work..but not related to work..dunno hw to say..haiz..nt tat i dun wanna face him..its tat..i dunno hw..n i dun wish to destory our friendship..i dunno la..really wanna cry it out...dun wish to go into details..

niways..kinda got da last min notice for da ncc day parade tingy..lucky..can escape from da office...sgt keith is nice enough to come to plab n send me to hq..must really tks him..he always helps..so got to hq early..at ard 1240h..?? ate my lunch tat sis packed me for me..kinda cold though..but bo bianz..took a look at da cadets b4 i change..than i realise..most of them came in half no.4..?? n i brought no.1..?? haha..lucky fate willing to lend me her pants..haha..fate to da rescue..!! tks gal..heard from her tat ian is sick..didnt come for clt coz..so nt going rehearsal either..hope he'll get well soon...

hmz..but end up onli like onli got east dist goh came for da rehearsal..dunno wat happen to da rest of them also..tink got some miscom..again..niways..wat to do..tis is ncc we're talking abt..finish at ard 1700h..?? earliest ever...oh well..wat can u do when there's onli a contingent of goh..?? haha..waited wif weijie for yap to come..(they involved in spec coz...hw i wish i can go...den no nid suffer in office..haf to hide here n there...) waited till abt 1815h..? met rsm on da way out..lucky..got a ride out..

so me weijie n yan cheng went to suntec for dnr..oh..met ian on da way(he's wif his iace ppl)..complained to him bit bit..haha..arghz..but no1 will know wat will happen to tmr..
=( had bk for dnr..weijie's treat..hehe..lucky again..bad start 2day..but nt a bad ending after all...=) ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/07/2004 10:56:00 pm

6.6.04

yummy..nice curry rice..=P~

haha..woke up super late 2day..i still ask sherman to call me when he wake up..wanted to watch tv..but alarm rang..didnt wake up..too lazy to gt out of bed..hehe..=P

oh well..meet sherman ard 1500h @ army market..both of us late..suppose to meet 1430h..go there settle e t-shirt tingy..than off to tamp..mtg my cadets..settled their Qs on spec coz..as usual..those kan chong spiders..haha...=P hope they do well..

kinda gt a last min notice for tmr ncc day rehearsal 2..haiz..dunno y..recently like cock up like tat..tink most of the GOH contingent commender didnt know also..coz i msg some..guess nt all gonna turn up tmr..gonna skip half day of work..hmz..wonder wat mr.tan will say..haha..hope he's not angry abt it..=/

sis cooked dnr today..jap curry rice..!! so nice..but tink put too much water liaoz..quite watery..but she got cook for tmr's lunch also..hehe..lucky me..but tat idiot made me pay her some ingredients money..lucky onli $4/-..haha...=P

kinda rush blogging 2day...coz sis waiting for me to watch initial D stage 4..so..gotta go..ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/06/2004 10:26:00 pm

5.6.04

........

haiz..suppose to go for ndp trg 2day..but wasnt feeling gd..tink gt slight fever..felt bit giddy when i woke up..feeling so bad..didnt go for a couple of trg already..i volunteer somemore..haiz..

slpt bit more till noon i tink..had to wake up to do some stuff..than i become couch potato..all tks to scv...haha..got so many channels to chose from..but most imptly got cartoon network..!! haha..nw can watch all i can liaoz...like kid rite..?? yeah..tats me alrite..

felt bit better...so went out wif sis in da evening..ate dnr downstairs than went to tamp..went to da library to return some bks..than went to inter tat side to buy ingredients as sis gonna cook some meals tmr n for mon..tks sis..=) ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/05/2004 11:16:00 pm

4.6.04

finally get to see them...

hmz..usual stuff 2day..work..blah blah blah..free lunch again..hehe..tks to john..wanted to change my blog layout..but cant seems to get 1 i like..hmz..tat wilson 2day ahz..bit crazy..jus becos da bread i brought yest was eaten by da rat..he went to admin to borrow a rat trap n set it up immediatly...?? haha..lucky im nt working tmr..dun wan see da rats...yucks..!

after work..took bus to tamp wif shun..had a little chat wif him regarding sometings..tat i dun really wan to mention..met hida n her "dear" at small mac..haha..like finally..hmz..i must say dear..u gt a gd taste lehz..haha..her "dear" look like a boy boy..hehe..is da cute cute type..nt bad..look like a gd guy..he better be..he gotta protect my gal frm nw on lehz..=P went to play bit of ddr..haha..tink i really rusty liaoz...=P

they went off 1st as im mtg wp to take NARUTO frm him..yeah..!! haha..get to watch liaoz..tks ahz..!! came hm shortly..got scv fixed up 2day...gd gd..nw sis will stick to to tv rather than bugging me to use com..haha...*evil smile*..going for ndp rehearsal tmr..yati suppose to go..but couldnt contact her..hmz..nvm..i shall get another clt to go wif me than...ciaoz..

Posted by dotsux at 6/04/2004 09:38:00 pm

3.6.04

:: blogging...?? ::

dunno wat to put for title..=P arghz..i watch finish all da naruto tat wp has gif me le..i wan more..!! haha..=P cant wait to know wat will happen next..

work as usual..guess wat..?? we went dwn to science center during lunch time..!!?? haha..jus to go buy somethings tat those guys wan to buy..i so envy their gals...haha...=P oh well..nt my time yet..no fate wif da evenstar...=/

went back to aeb for lunch...john got some ration from da silver wing coz @ AFS..tks john..haha..western fd somemore..than tink got extra packet..jus nice lta lui came in..so he ate e last packet..gt quite lots of tings to do 2day...mostly cpt lim's tings lor..as usual...haha..oh well..i prefer got ting do..as least wont fall aslp rite..??

went to meet helyn after work..wif sam...supposet to go bk pit..but by da time there da dumb ting close liaoz..!! cant believe we finally went there n its closed..?? arghz..gotta go again on mon..coz tmr we all nt free..somebody..HELP..!! haha..3 of us were chatting all da way..from bedok..to ecp..than ended up @ mos burger @ PP..cant help laughing..talk alot..hmz..didnt know ill get so well wif my poly frenz..oh finally..haha...=D

mtg hida tmr..like FINALLy also..?? haha..she like so bz like tat..get to see her bf also...=P wonder hw he look like..? hmz...(*tinking*)..tat gal ah..abandon me liaoz..haiz..nw i so lonely..wan watch movie also got no1 to acc me go..wat to do..i rather she happy..=)

Posted by dotsux at 6/03/2004 10:01:00 pm

2.6.04

tings doesnt always go e way its shld...

<< YESTERDAY...010604 >>
sry for nt blogging yest..was super tired..day started out quite well..except for da damn bus which took us 1hr plus to reach yck..i met ian on time..haha..like finally..?? took 72..did da usual stuff..had a short practise b4 going to stadium..n did i mention tat da problem turn up..?? oh yes they did...=/ so tings was fine...went to stadium..bit late though..than i took da 1st bus..but guess wat..?? THE STUPID AIR CON BROKE DOWN ON A SUPER HOT DAY..!!!! ARGHZ..!!!! lucky i sat in front..got some air as uncle open da front door....

rehearsed at da stadium..for like 1 or 2 times..?? than stop..as its cat 1...bo bianz..wasted...haiz..nvm..than some tings happen tat made me had a shock of my life (so far lahz...)..!! shall nt mention it..those who were there..u know wat happen...shall nt talk abt it..almost cried..(ALMOST)..had mixed feeling..tink i gt a part to play also..if i had did my job better...7yrs in ncc..n yet...=~( went back to hq after tat..was da last to come back..as da bus uncle was trying to avoid da jam..so dunno hw he go..we ended in tamp..taking tpe.."BEST" ah uncle..!! was back..had dnr..than sgt mus sent me n ian hm (saved me a taxi fare..=P) tks a lot..

<< TODAy...020604 >>
nuting much 2day...went to meet jamie cy kai n mike for buffet dim sum @ china sq..$17/- lehz..hmz..quite cheap la..but a few varieties onli..oh well..wat more can i expect rite..?? food also nt tat bad la..after which..we took a train down to city hall..going to suntec..walk ard for a while..than i left at abt 1830h..sry guys..(suppose to go coffee wif them..)..SUPPOSE to meet my stupid idiot sis at tamp..but she last min call (when im already at simei)..telling me dad ask her help set up da new dvd cum vcr dad bought..end up i help her buy her stuff..but i bought mine (kakashi sensai hp chain) too...!! haha..finally..so happy..sry wp..didnt help u buy..coz i dunno which type u wan...

tink i kinda messed up my schedule too...or did i jus messed up my life so far..?? seems tat im lost out in da ocean..jus doing watever it comes...feeling so messed up...haha...tink i tink too much liaoz..oh well...ciaoz..